Hermes
Son. Lend me your arm:
lift me up on your wings. Together,
we watch the world grow old
yet, never die.
Words flow from your fingers-
skipping stones and sandals on ocean waves.
Mirth and light-hearted contempt
for gravity and possession
Dancing gleefully upon the sky,
lips whisper plans to take the fire from
Helios' crown, and return it to the realm
of men.
Perchance, the fire of a different kind
be deemed appropriate to their needs:
your lute's melody plays
in hearts.
In mine.
A Belated Valentine
On our belated Valentines Day
A dozen roses cannot show my love, nor
this poem can explain what I want to say.
The first rose for today,
the second, tomorrow, and a third for ever after
on our belated Valentines Day.
As I give roses four to nine, I pray
you cherish them, and hope
this poem can explain what I want to say.
Then, one for March, April and May,
for each month separating us
on our belated Valentines Day
I give to you this strange bouquet
but I doubt that with a thousand roses
this poem can explain what I want to say.
I'll love you, forever. Thus,
until we are together, I know that
on our belat
I run, grasping tight
the iron bar as we take
flight.
Spinning, swirling we take
turns hurling ourselves
'round
and
'round.
A little flutter in
my chest
turns to
cold panic as the world
reigns free of my senses.
In a moment of dread
I throw myself away from this
sickening ride,
to find myself
still turning.
I stumble
forward
backward
and
collapse.
I bleed freely for a hope long
lost in the heat of the midday sun.
I lick my lips –parched-
earth crumbling beneath me
as its dust cakes my face.
My right side bears the worst
of my affliction, the surgical precision
never enough to stop one last cut
too deep to staunch.
Denial works for a time; hidden
behind the waterfall I drown out
the sound of my own voice.
Still, others peer through the
cascade, reaching past its
shifting boundaries.
Psyche
A quest of many seasons
may lead you to the one
you desire.
The many obstacles created by gods,
demons and men, forever offset
by the kindness of a few.
Even an exodus through the underworld
and the grim shades that haunt
don't darken your spirit or resolve.
That alone makes you worthy
of love, insouciant of your flawless
beauty.
Aphrodite.
You sickened Seraphim:
Your love-lost lust, a self-
created illusion.
You'd give your body to
some pitiful warrior, while
admitting
nought to those who
care for you, idolise you.
Athena
Your infinite wisdom
and patience for my fellow men
leave me weeping as they
burn,
rape,
and pillage
your heart.
Yet never have I seen you surrender
your belief in the good within all people,
until he took away your freedom
to choose.
Athena, wisdom and woe:
Don't spare your wrath for
those who refuse thought
in favour of actions;
misdeeds.
Aphrodite, ancient lover:
Never again will I be cheated,
mistaking your tainted lust for
the virtue of love.
Psyche, innocent babe:
Follow the echoes of footsteps
wherever dreaming may go,
until you find him
and immortality.
He is Ares
I am not Hephaestus
I am Eros
Hermes, tireless Muse:
Live without fear of rejection,
Choose your path as I could not,
And write its poetry
with passion.
I saw you,
Standing under the-
bitter wind and snow sting
- Streetlight.
You were different,
Separate from-
broken smile and loyal tears
- Others walking by.
You called to me,
You begged of me-
cities burning behind dying eyes
- Absolution and release.
Yet,
Yet I turned -
abhorrence and malice
- Away from you.
I see you,
Every night you rage -
I love you, I hate you
- I will never forgive you.
The Mad Hatter takes a bow
as Alice moves in closer,
Parry, thrust, twist, duck,
Then the Hatter slaps her.
"FOUL" yells the Cheshire Cat,
"That was clearly below the belt,
However, in this place where is below?
And it seems it wasn't felt."
"I'm late, I'm late" a voice cried,
"The queen shall have my head,
Just maybe I can save myself
Using that bitch Alice instead."
Greedy hands grab at Alice
Dragging her into the woods.
The Cheshire Cat just smiled,
And the Mad Hatter…
Well, you can imagine.
"Guilty!" came the raucous cry,
"Off with both their heads"
The queen was quite enraged though
as Alice and the rabbit fled,
The
I feel the warmth ebbing from my wrists,
Dripping onto the floor near that sharp, painful memory,
Like a conviction screaming in my ear.
My vision clouds with sea and fog
and memories rush to consume me.
My hair sticks to my face and neck like snakes,
feeding on my wretched life.
I retch, venom surging from my mouth,
mixing with the cooling puddle at my feet.
I try to crawl, to cry out,
but my strength fades like a storm breaking,
leaving me stranded in a puddle of desolation.
I weep.
The bile rises,
Black vitriol and venom
foul my tongue,
Bitterness is my companion,
this is the taste of love...
I feed,
Anger,
Loneliness,
Violence, barely controlled,
Drunk with its ineffectual power,
This is the taste of love...
The pain gives way,
To the suffocating darkness,
This is the taste of love...
Lost.
Staring at a reflection,
In the water, I wonder,
Who is this supposed to be?
For all my life,
I have not known,
The stare returned to me.
Ripples distort the face,
Momentarily,
But time,
Changes it,
Essentially.
Black and white butterflies,
Circle around,
A grey world-
Living,
A simple life,
But to circle-
Around,
The pointless world,
Filled with-
People,
Who have no purpose or,
Meaning in life-
Yet,
Aren't black and white butterflies,
Beautiful?
Who forged your beauty
And tempered your fires,
Then cast you down
And smashed your face-
Leaving a broken, dulled survivor
Where once there was love?
I am the weeping stone-
forged by the Earth.
As a child I saw beauty
And love in the miracles of life,
Yearning, I strove to become
A wonder to behold.
My pale surface bears the scars
of human existence;
I have been desecrated,
Yet I do not judge those
Who have wrought the earth harm.
Ah, the Stone,
Bone of the Earth:
Forlorn and forgotten,
I weep eternally
as none heed my sorrow.
Love is what I've hoped for,
All I've ever looked for,
With you I have found happiness
For a time.
(But now I begin to feel,
That something is missing, still…)
But is this love?
What is this longing in my heart?
I can feel inside me,
We're beginning to drift apart.
My heart is breaking, constantly,
Driven down by the passage of time,
To the depths of 'love',
And our endless fidelity.
And still my heart is breaking,
Through this constant gyrating,
This is sex, not love,
And my time is wasting.
When you were growing up, where was your favourite little holiday spot? I remember…
I remember growing up and spending my time down on the Murray River. My best friend's parents owned a shack there, it was great. To us, that shack was a palace. We were so young that it feels like a lifetime ago, and everything has changed since then.
Michael and I were the closest of friends, we thought alike, and hell, we were so close that we would finish each other's sentences half of the time. Everyone thought that we were brothers, or something. We were brothers.
The shack was a double story building, but that's a bit misleading. The bottom story was
When you were growing up, where was your favourite little holiday spot? I remember…
I remember growing up and spending my time down on the Murray River. My best friend's parents owned a shack there, it was great. To us, that shack was a palace. We were so young that it feels like a lifetime ago, and everything has changed since then.
Michael and I were the closest of friends, we thought alike, and hell, we were so close that we would finish each other's sentences half of the time. Everyone thought that we were brothers, or something. We were brothers.
The shack was a double story building, but that's a bit misleading. The bottom story was
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Hey guys,
I've not been here in a long time. Since I arrived in England, everything has been really... um... I don't have a good excuse. I have just been spending my energy elsewhere. Like, on Chloe. God, I love her, I'm so glad that I have made this trip. She's asleep next to me at the moment, and she is so beautiful. I haven't written any poetry at all, either. I think I should start again soon, and the results should end up on here eventually.
I want a new CSS. This one is getting old.
Oh well. Have fun, people.
"the time has come
for things to come undone
that we should not have begun
at last i felt a numbness overcome
and now you turn and run...
the time has come
to take me in your arms and touch these fragile scars
you have the choice now so decide
if you want in or out
there is too much left for us to try
you cant just give up now
the time has come
to speak of many things
of jacks and queens and kings
it took that cut to bring me back to life
theyre bleeding and theyre frightened still i hold out both my hands:
no one in the world will ever touch me there again."
The Dresden Dolls - The Time Has Come
Well, here we are. Inside 12
As of approximately 657 hours from now, Chloe, crazynloveless (https://www.deviantart.com/crazynloveless), and I will be meeting for the first time ever. It's a bit scary; I've not known anyone to attempt what her and I are about to. On the other hand, this is one of the most exciting things I've ever forced myself to do. It's amazing how far things have come, considering where we both started. I love her. I'm sure of it. Nothing could make this any more plain to me, and meeting is just one of many steps towards a great relationship. I can't wait. 657 hours is about 657 too many.
In other news, once I arrive, we've made a few plans to meet up with people. I know that not a week a